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Day 1850 - i lost the excitement of blogging, as one can see from my very cripted blogs, and I seriously consider stopping it, at least for a while. I just don't feel like doing it any more. It's not that I'm not thankful for every day of my life, I just don't feel like blogging about it anymore. I'll devote to it a little more thinking time before making my decision.

Day 1849 - a wonderful weekend indeed. I'm so happy we did it!

Day1848 - so many things didn't work as planned. From breads my mom ordered that wasn't ready to open our morning: computer that didnt match the projector and  almost ruin the day if it wasn't fot my niece who brough her computer too and it had the right comnections. It continued with two messed up reservations i.shorter

Day 1847 - at my mom's on the night before her party. I'm very excited about that and hope it will go very well. And it's so wonderful to show my mom how much every one loves her.

Day 1846 - I'm done! And tomorrow i drive to my mom's house, a day before to be of some help.

Day 1845 - I'm done with the presenration. I reakized ir have too much work and I'm too preoccupied to start my real estate phase , so it'll have to wait until sunday...

Day 1844 - working until vrry late on the presentation and I'm almost done. It sure is a lot of work!! But i enjoy it very much

Day 1843 - there is someone who got very excited about the opportunity to buy our business and so we were busy packing things to deliver tomorrow morning. The amazing thing is that its still full of stuff. For half a year we only sell and its barely noticed. I hope we will be able to make the transition soon.

Day 1842 - a very warm day yesterday turned to a major storm today. Cold, wet and windy. It's fascinating how quickly it changes. The mighty force of nature. And so ir stayed home all day, except for a little venture to meet with my daughter for lunch, and I worked on the presentation for my mom's birthday. It's coming along slowly. I still have four days so it'll be OK.

Day 1841 - a family gathering to celebrate a new baby girl. Its slways so wonderful to meet everyone. Its makes me appreciate so much the fact tgst e live here in his country thus being part of it all. And niw it's almost 4am and I'm still up, working on my mom's video. The time is running out and i have to finish it. In short a family day, and loving it.

Day 1840 - I picked up again my paint brush after months of neglect. It's hard to connect at first. It's not a good practice the randomness in which I do that. I have to find a class and get back to the routine;  it brings me so much peace and happiness.

Day 1839 - for yhe past htee days we had no internet connection at home. So this morning I stayed home waiting for the technician to come and fix the problem.
At some point ir devided to check the connection and to my surprise it was up and running. No explanation, no excuses. Go figure...
I am thankful it's up again, regardless of how it happened.

Day 1838 - a very good day in the store. As if we send the universe a message to help us reduce the inventiry fast enough so we can start working. And best of alk few of the items sold are with us for a very very long time and ir almost lost hope to sell them. So ir am twice as pleased. With every such day the end seems closer and more certain. It is a very slow process, much slower than anticipated, buf weret on the riggt track.
I'm very thankful for that.

Day 1837 - internet problems ladt week at the store and as of yestreday at home. It's very frustrating as our lufe so tightly connected to that. How sad.

Day 1836 - my daughter is visiting here today. We had a long, and difficult talk about the elephant in the room that usually we tip toed around it. I see her pain and i don't know how to solve the situation, but to pay no attention to it. Easier said than done, I know. But i don't see any other solution.  I still hope for a break that will change things for the better.
Regardless, it was so good to have her here tonight and spend precioy time with her.

Day 1835 - a beautiful weather after days indoors due to the cold.

Day 1834 - friday at last.

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Day 1832 - another long night with frustrating outcome. For some reason it all works well and then the program crashes and all the pictures i added apear as an error. Not sure yet how to solve the issue. So I trudge forward, trimming away nd hopefully I'll find a solution. There are only two more weeks left. Much work to do.
I am thankful for the opportunity o work on this project, it might sound strange, but it onnects me to my mom in a whole new way, in a more compassionate way, and imr very thankful for that.