Pre-birthday party

Day 1489 - had dinner with my boyfriend and spent the rest of the evening with my kids. What a special per-birthday evening. The conversation turned very serious and painful at times but never the less it was so wonderful to be here with two of my kids. It was so good my son is here with us now in this wonderful country. For three days they are both here before my daughter will go back home. So for a moment in time we are in this different world and different reality. I have to wake up in less than four hours to take my boyfriend to the train station so I better go to sleep now. But I am so thankful for this very special day, for this special opportunity to be family again.