a very, very long night

Day 1540 - it's 4 am and I am still awake - a very long night indeed. Doing things I long delayed, reading and writing and just being alone for a few hours, much needed "alone time". and now I am finally ready to go to sleep. My head is clear, and I know better what I want to do next. A meditative night at that. I am thankful for time I needed to sort my ideas and wants. I am thankful that at 4 am I can finally call it a night.