Day 1626 - Friday night here at my parents' home. Sad because my dad is not here with us. Very tense because the emotions are very raw, shouts, tears... But it ended on a good note thanks to my brother. He was ready to do what ever he can to bring everyone back into the circle. I was trying to do some mending but it didn't work so well. The day started well but as it progressed the stress built up until it exploded. I would prefer it didn't happen but we are all part of a family who just lost its father so it's easy to understand. Friday night, one of many without my dad. I planned to spend this weekend with my kids; I didn't think it will be here and under these cicumstances. I am