Day 886 - after six months of honeymoon we started fighting. The past few weeks were difficult and tolling for both of us. And I must admit I don't like fighting nor am I good at it. The see-saw of feelings is not good nor healthy. And the worst part is that I see things in me I really don't like. I fight dirty and I am going for a win and this is wrong. The other side feels  defeated. So we made up and all but things were said that should not have