Day 1663 - at the wake of disappointment I got to find something better. One instructor told me I can't do something but luckily I didn't listen but checked elsewhere and was rewarded for that. The moral of the story is simple enough - if you want something don't let setbacks discourage you but fight for your right to do that. No matter how big or small the issue is. It also doesn't matter wether I'll succeed or not, because I also fight for my right to fail; for my right to self expression.